The Only Reason

Pacing on the patio,
the following thought hit me-
“The only reason we are born, is to find out why we were born.”

It burned in the center of my mind,
as I stared at the thought.

It had me reflect on a conversation
I had with a friend once.

“SO this guy says to me,”
says my dear friend Cliff,
“what’s your purpose?”

“And I said to him, ‘I don’t
need to justify my existence
to you; why do I need a purpose?
Why can’t I just be?'”

We were sitting
outside ‘Legal Seafoods’
just outside the
CHestnut Hill mall.

It was a warm, cloudless day
and I remember how silly
he always looked, with
the superman ring he always wore.

And now, just back from the patio,
and the magical little thought I had,
I agree with my friend.

Why can’t just ‘being’ be enough?
When someone says they’ve ‘found their purpose,’
they’e actually found a reason to justify
their existence.

Peace. Peace is the grandfather
of the universe, and its what I
savor above all.

If that counts as a ‘purpose,’
so be it.20130428_150223

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About Ben Dooling

I began this blog shortly after being diagnosed with terminal rectal cancer. It has since begotten a short book of poems, most of the poems came from here. Cancer has taught me more than it has taken. It has shown me my gifts, and what an examined life is.

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