I don’t Know

Like a bast of Russian winter

it hit me:

“I don’t know anything.”

 

I was driving my little

Ford Focus along

Cumberland Avenue.

 

Eyes opened up

As my soul began to race:

“I don’t even know if the sky is the sky,”

 

I remember seeing

a mob of seagulls

zigzag over to my left

where the ‘projects’ begin.

 

Cells Phones,

Soda,

My thoughts,

Your thoughts,

Air- what the hell is that?

Yogurt,

Those tiny spoons you use at extravagant events:

Everything has dried up and become one big indistinguishable prune.

 

“You must be in more pain than I am each day,”

I say to my best friend, who’s relapsed again

and passed out on the couch.

 

I think that’s just about the only thing I know.

 

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About Ben Dooling

I began this blog shortly after being diagnosed with terminal rectal cancer. It has since begotten a short book of poems, most of the poems came from here. Cancer has taught me more than it has taken. It has shown me my gifts, and what an examined life is.